Thank you everyone,
I sometimes feel I overdo it talking about the boys so it's nice to hear you say you like me sharing them with you.
Yes Bailey always used to say "we all miss Kieran" and I would say he lives in your heart now and put his hand over his heart to emphasise it. It is hard to explain to a 4yr old where their brother suddenly went.
His teacher emailed me today to say she would shed a few tears remembering him, I have one of his wrist bands he wore (sweat bands) by my bedside and every night after I turn off the light I smell it and feel I am breathing him into me before I go off to sleep. I have an angel hanging over my head with Kieran written on it too. His teacher has a sweat band she smells and keeps in her pillowcase.
I didn't realise he said that to you, I remember you being fascinated by the difference in JHD and watching him with interest as your experience was only with adults. For me I only knew children so it was an eye opener to see an adult with HD as I'd never seen one before.
Sorry again about the size of the picture, I have loaded picture project so I can start experimenting with sizes of photos again. I wondered why suddenly I couldn't - my day wasn't all sad and depressing as I kept busy with the phone ringing all day.
Love to you all
Debbie xxx